好走

我這人是個兩極怪人，可以很樂天地什麼都不去理會，但也很情緒化的什麼事都耿耿於懷，自己在一邊鑽牛角。我壓根沒想過這世上真的會發生一些你始終預料不到的事情，就像是霎時的離去，發生得很突然也很突兀。這是我的第一次我跟本不知道該給些啥反應。

我接過電話時，話筒裡的聲音還在哭泣。那聲音從話筒里傳了過來說他走了，很突然，說什麼的病情惡化一堆狗屎屁話，然後就一直有啜泣擤鼻涕聲不停的透過我耳朵灌進我腦子裡，但我哪聽得進去，我腦子裡卻只是一直重複着他走了的那句話。這噩耗來得太突然，突然得我還在跟室友嬉笑怒罵就霎時很突兀地說了一聲我朋友去世了。語畢全場靜悄悄。

如何回想，他的身影在我印象裡還是很模糊。我對他的記憶也許只停留在每每上高數的時候，我就會坐去隔壁組再在他身旁坐下，然後他就會很一臉慈祥地看著我然後繼續望想老師。還記得那兩年上高數幾乎成了我們班的夢魘，課間一有空隙時間我就會不停地叫他幫忙，然後他就會一臉深沉的說，唔，這題簡單啦過後就開始頭頭是道地解說。

水平大哥真的是托了你的福啊，雖然你的字體有點潦草呃....

隔了那麼久，那一夜，因你我們再而聚起來出席你的喪禮，你的臉蛋還是那麼的紅彤彤安詳地躺在木棺裡。

諷刺的是，隔天居然是團圓的冬至，真的是在短短的兩天裡體會到了冷暖人生。

再次我獻上我最後的弔唁，你一路好走。

19 . 12 . 11 . 377

你对我所有事物都不上心了，
我觉得那是你疏忽了。

问题不断，纠纷不停，
到底该怎么办

為什麼  為什麼  為什麼  為什麼

他媽的

紅套子

越來越有恐懼症。我剛躺床上還在幻想如果把一叠资料放在枕头旁，然后倒头呼呼大睡，睡醒时那资料全在脑子里了该有多好。

我看還是面對現實好了，這實驗試不過。

好辛苦好痛苦。

紅瓶子

給你說個故事吧。

大黃蜂你知道吧？他們的體形比蜜蜂大多了，但他們的翅膀很小，而且胸腹比例及不協調。根據科學家的研究分析，不管怎麼假設和做實驗，那大黃蜂都是不可能飛起來的，但事實上，大黃蜂卻能很平穩的飛行。

對於這一無法解釋的現象，科學家們萬般無奈，最後只能做出這樣的回答——那是因為他們想飛，所以，就飛起來了。

也有別的俗語說：飛得最高的鷹，靠的不是它的翅膀，而是它的意志。

你應該知道吧？

我嘗試着接受，拋開所有，但有了裂痕的花瓶終究還是會有瑕疵，而我容不下那眼皮里的沙子似的東西。

I thought you could understand better

It isn't your problems, it's mine.
And I shouted...

And that's candles of 25.

we both lie down and sleep quietly. there's chatting sound coming from behind of the door.

and I turned to my right hand side thought just to have a glance on you.

you're sleeping soundly and dead to the world. that's sweet.

thus, i hold your face and wished you.

Happy Birthday to you.

那只是些瑣事

最近領悟了一些小東西，
如果早上被冷醒，若想起床洗個熱水澡來去去寒，其實那樣做只能降低你自己的禦寒能力，當你踏出廁所門的那一瞬間，寒氣又會覆天蓋地地輕虐你的皮膚，只會覺得更冷。


猶如你沉溺在有伴的環境中，結果又失去了，只會感覺更悵然若失，倍加寂寞。

說過的問題還是重複了又重複，結果還是一樣，
我還能做些什麼。

一直以一些小事，情緒就變的一塌糊塗，
很想再讓自己放開一些一些，太關心，自己變得更糟糕。
這醋罈子還真不是蓋。

情緒糟了，過後又跟自己鬧彆扭，
再最後，自己真的矛盾。

嗯啊，我又能做些啥。


1111光棍節，
自己一個人還真的挺寂寞。

存在的問題 是零零綴綴的散開

在愛失溫前 失望着你不是那個堇賢

還是一樣喜歡凌晨時候，蹲坐在電腦前慢慢讓自己的思緒到處飄，慢慢放空，譜著自己的夜晚。

蜜糖麵包說得對，我不是屬於早晨型的人。儘管我試著盡量早起結果還是一樣，把鬧鐘重複地關了又關然後倒頭繼續呼呼大睡。

最近真的沒什麼好寫的，無不例外的日子一直再重複循環，循環重複。
除了自己大起大落的情緒，再無別的。而且這些東西都早已經說得厭了。

有一點我不得不承認的是，我覺得自從修了繪測這一系真的把我寫作能力，社交能力大大減低。
大部分時間都花在作業上，不是在趕作業就是在睡覺。畫圖，概念，法律，帳目，計算等真的是樣樣皆入，一旦到了有自己的空餘時間，我寧可把時間花在睡眠總好比出門。

而且最近特別容易想起以前的事情，特別是在睡前。

也許這是一個很苦情且用心在愛情中懷著深沉的愛意且感情相當濃密而誠懇地。

遙控器

永遠不要栽培你所愛的男人或女人。

你把他或她栽培得太好，結果只有兩個  他從此看不起你或他給人偷了。 

『親密事件』

是經過前段感情留下的種子。

它一直發芽  成長  茁壯  沿著心牆盤繞而上  像苔蘚一樣 厚厚地留下一層層的陰影

陰影的覆蓋下永遠存在着逃不出的壓迫感

它鬼魅般地侵蝕着你  無聲無息  

這種感覺  讓我措手不及  常常到最後因為自己鬧情緒  搞得不歡而散

親愛的

是我們少於探討我自己的內心  不知該怎麼傾訴

待我們有機會了  感覺卻不在 沒醞釀  霎時間該怎麼掏心掏肺地把自己的世界赤裸裸袒露在你的面前

曾說的安全感  歸屬感  存在感  等

都是我敏感的地帶  容易情緒化  壓抑

或許你有些許的不明白  我自己也說不清

只是我覺的我倆看的觀點都不同  需慢慢琢磨琢磨

也願了你們的話  也許我只是個小孩

其實走過的路也不是白走

論起我們的背景而言  也許你會說我只是不足一言

但總得看內容而言吧

苦頭我也吃得不少

就如上頭的那兩句話

論行頭  感覺若即若離的當然是我  

安全感不是只論你在外頭偷不偷人  而是多方因素的總結

你那兒現在應該海風徐徐

我這兒現在只有重複過濾的低溫空氣。

你呀我呀

我真不曉得為什麼我這人就是多災多難，
這個痛完那個痛，沒完沒了。

已經兩個星期了后腰疼得我呲牙咧嘴，
就連脫褲子彎一下腰都不行，
藥吃了，膏藥貼了樣樣行不通，再過一陣子應該會被人強逼性的送進院。

還有人說我再不去檢查多一遍就要跟我撒了夥，真是夭壽。


















“你爱我吗？”
“已经爱到危险程度了。”
“危险到什么程度？”
“已经无法一个人过日子。”      很貼切的形容 自張小嫻。

你說的。

一路南下，經過山區，接而在大道上奔馳。

大道筆直延伸看不到盡頭。

車裡。

一直凝望側臉，有很好看的輪廓，顴骨分明。

坐車裡的感覺真好，很有旅行的感覺，氣氛很棒，心情很好。

偶爾耍耍痞的樣子，煞是好看。

這次的外出果然很滿足，很春心蕩漾啊...

不曉得我為什麼老是會無意的叫它大笨象，你聽了覺得很好笑，強制性地要我改回來，到頭來結果自己也被我傳染，自已也無意中提到大笨象。

一炮閃光，天空被炸得天花亂墜。
印在臉上的煙火，多麼的清晰，明亮。

西落高速公路

希望你懂

其實我心裡很害怕，怕那樣的幸福很快灰飛煙滅，像片刻的曇花，西下的夕陽，燦爛卻那麼的短暫。

我知道那還遙遠，只是當我發白日夢的時候，難免會感傷一會兒究竟自己該怎麼辦。

我離不開，不奢望更多，我只希望讓現在的所有凝固。我滿足于當下，憧憬著未來。

我捨不得放開  更捨不得離開。

那回眸時不經意的微笑，

看得我恍了神，

深深地烙在心裡，像灌了蜜，盤扎成了根。

誰還能像你那樣待我，

我只知道我更醉于你給的愛。

beans of red

hey ya!
Finally everything back to the track again. Had my rotten holiday for past two weeks, finally step into my third year of architecture studies. I know there's long way ahead, but at least, for now this final year seems to be a milestone for my future expectation.

Started to step into urbanism in this field. Everyday talks about urban design, urban planing bla bla bla... sort of boring sometimes. At first I thought it would be a boring field, but somehow I found it could be interesting in some other way, maybe it was a bigger picture or scale that comparing what I had done previously designing a specify building, but now, it was designing a city.

Fortunate enough, chosen site was urban area that surrounding titiwangsa recreation park area. Providing great kl scene, breathetaking environment. Still waiting for the inspiration, have to ohmm more in the site.

In the other hand, was also getting sick of site visiting. Hate waking up early in the morning to go to the site, the headache traffic jam on Tun Razak Road, low aura with the working mates... Come on guys, bring me the synergy! Past me the good aura, not the bad one, together we can bring the synergy...!

Been up to the rooftop of wisma Bernama to get aerial shot of our site. Everyone was so excited, this was the first time for us to get up to a high rise building's rooftop.

Therefore a group photo is a must : )
Hope we can make it happens.

I'm just to bored of counting the traffic : )

One of the little funny incident happened on the day we're counting the traffic. while we're counting the night traffic, due to the front lights of the heavy traffic, we felt dizzy and my friend ran down from the car to vomit. LOL. I laugh non-stop at the moment, it was so silly of us :P

Hari Raya break is just around the corner. Hoping to get some time on vacation with my dear.

Found lots of so called "missing bean" on our site. It brings the meaning of missing, you know?
相思豆，愿君多采撷，此物最相思。

剝離

花瓣兒剝離的頃刻間，倒敘着曾經的瞬間，

一刻一刻，即模糊又那麼的清晰，

恥笑着也許吾把它當成應該。




花瓣兒落下的頃刻間，述敘着當下的片刻，

一刻一刻，即蝕心又那麼的酸澀，

恥笑着吾說過的每一句荒語。



花瓣兒著地的頃刻間，插敘着明日的時刻，

一刻一刻，即悔恨又那麼的落寞，

恥笑著吾所做過的一切言行。




他像個剝離母親子宮的胚胎，
即無助又那麼的無奈，淚流滿面。

and the new day ahead!

Hey peeps...! here this blog revive again after the owner has been disappear for months :D

After months and months of sleepless and torturing day, finally I had completed my second year of academic hooray! Till today I'm still wondering how I got through my last suffering week... You couldn't imagine how it could made your body non-stop shaking continuously for the entire day but you still have to keep drawing till the last minutes before the assessment starts. I was totally depress and so wanna to go home missing everyone and just let it go. But finally, phew...

But that's it. It's time to forget about all those architectural stuffs for temporary two weeks holiday! Although I'm super lazy to pack and tidy up all the documents...

Fortunately, my birthday was falled on the day after assessment. Thank god. Been through a small and warmful birthday celebration. Thanks for everyone.
And God blessed luckily I did not crash on anyone's car on my birthday eve celebration a.k.a my assessment day... I was totally awake for that two days and rush like a mad for my assessment, so on that night I keep falling asleep when I was driving toward the celebration place...

Of course got drunk after that celebration because of esther tan. How desperately I wish you could appear and bring me home...

And million thanks for spending on my birthday.

On that actual birthday, passed my last minute of birthday with someone else who falled in deep sleep on my bed. Haha. Although I was hoping something well-planed but I know you're that busy, so just forget about it and move forward kay? It's still a great time spending dinner with you :)

After my birthday celebration was a trip to Kuala Selangor to have a peep on fireflies organized by college clubs.

It was my second time to visit those fireflies and no doubt, it still looks like LED lightbulb which hung on trees...

Everyone was thought those fireflies were flying around but in real, they are just static on trees and from far it looks like a christmas trees.

"ili was sitting next to me when all the fireflies blink below the starry sky, and we were both saying how nice it would be if we were here with our special someone. i guess its during moment like this that you wish you have that special someone to share this moment with. hmm..  " from melissa's blog.

Just to mention here melissa... I have the same thought too! but unfortunately, there was just bear sitting next to me... ewww.

some random shots.

this species of monkey doesn't look like monkey but indeed they're still monkey.

the whole trip is just a normal enjoyable trip but we made it something different as always. 

3 of the monkey ran into a so called  beach which the sea was far away from where we stood without thinking. Once we stepped in, regret dah... It was a muddy beach and we got cuts and wounds from broken glass bottle and shells on the beach...

Laugh my ass out. It was totally a new experience :D

It was one of the trip during this holiday, and right now I'm enjoying doing nothing at home to get a full rest of myself. I can really feel that I'm so weak after all these fight...

I want to watch movie I want to go hunt for my new watch I want to stick with someone else I want to sleep as much as I can I want to eat and sleep non-stop everyday!!!

and the stress was knocking your door aggressively

there's abit more, just a little bit more.
and then the brightness will come along, just few more steps ahead.

please give me strength to overcome this crisis. please.

加冠

每一年都不能少的壽蛋麵線，

謝謝媽。

加冠了，生日快樂。

年中。

依著橙黃的街燈光，一直往前踩着自己的影子。

它像一根沒有極限的橡皮筋，被拉扯，時而變長，時而變短，

情緒也隨著它的步伐時而高，時而低。

往往不敢當面向他人訴說自己身邊很親密的人，

因為情緒很容易氾濫，像拉满弦的弓，一觸即發。

整天下來情緒糟得透頂，我像扛了千斤重的擔子，

心口鬱悶得很辛苦。

看似平淡的步伐，結果日復一日的慢慢扎進心裡，

聽下幾句話，比什麼都來得強的後座力，

狠狠的烙進心裡，刺激着鼻腔，

鹼性物質一直打轉直到模糊了視線，

但一直壓抑地，直到消失為止。

千言萬語地憋在心頭。

十八的凌晨，

只能讓手腳冰冷，

耳鼻發酸直到疲憊但依舊睡意全無。

GOTOHELL

everything was so fucked up.
no mood for design, no mood for works, fed up with all the things around me.

很疲憊的每一天

很想你的每一刻。

滴答的敲打

步下階梯時，你的包包在第一節的左邊，那化成灰都認得的包，我裝作沒看見它的存在，徑自走向臥室。

手機裡是接通了的電話，但是沉睡了的那頭應該是不想起床，過了大約一分鐘然後手機裡頭等到的是預錄小姐的播音。

掛了，再重播。

走出臥室，把身體的重力掛在大門欄杆上。電話裡還是嘟，嘟，的聲音。

我知道你坐我身後的高凳，我只想裝作看不見，煩惱太多我不想予以理會。

咱們撒伙了後為什麼還要把我搞得心靈那麼疲憊，全是你造成的思想負擔。

你的眼神有貫穿我的能力，在狼狽狀出現前，一眼不回地步上階梯，心裡卻是落荒而逃的聲音。

電話那頭接通了，睡懵懵的聲音傳了過來，大有能讓我心靈安撫的療效。

沒幾句地就被人把電話掛了，隨即也傳來樓下鬼魅般地關門聲。

結果不用一刻的時間，心情還是恢復原來那樣的糟。

你如痴如醉，而我睡意全无。

“鸡”肉汉堡，“掰”掰

________________________我可以把它比喻成是沧海桑田，
                                                             还是久未面世？



往往一个人静静坐着的时候想很多，
很多感概，
但是就是写不出来。


其实我很怕每次开了自己的脸书，
然后邮箱的功能上有个红色圈圈，提醒自己有新的邮件。

它已在我心里烙下了恐惧，
每次都能让我心跳一百。

邮箱里的信息，充满了你自己的情绪，
当然也少不过你的叮咛。
我觉的自己控制的很好，把醋意掩盖着，安慰完这一边再换另一边。
事后的纳闷与失落放自己在一个角落，堕落个一天两天，尔后又是另一头狮子。


一些原因自己跑来麦当劳上网，得赶快把那一摞搞得自己很鸡掰的作业掰完。
鬼打墙地遇到熟人，
感叹当年一起打篮球的毛头小子个头已长得比自己高，更别说稚气的还是别的。
当年一大班机车同学，可乐还得几个人平分的麦当劳终于肯装修装修。

我觉得自己好像糟老头。明明就那几岁人，很鸡掰很鸡掰。
其实我觉得是我自己很少接触这里了。

带着很鸡掰的心情在啃鸡肉汉堡中。

the time moves and I'm feeling so helpless

I just can't speak out anything and I'm feeling bursting anytime.

I just hope that I could lean my head on somebody else and cry badly.

人生该像茶叶蛋，有裂痕才能入味。

五味杂陈，千姿万种。

我只是个球

当我在最需要一个依靠时，
你消失了，是无影无踪。

像梦醒了，感觉怅然若失。

当我在彷徨无助时，
倾听者离我而去，
陷入窘境，甚难堪。


伤心难过都不重要，让自己熬一熬过去，
暗箭都来吧，
我已惆怅一夜，况是区区舌毒。

淋浴时，
让眼泪在水分里蒸发，
划过脸颊不留痕迹，
踏出门槛又是一条好汉。

今夜我心难堪，
苦水一肚无处吐，
把泪忍忍熬过明晚，自己应该会好过些。


我，非常想家。

you gave me something

寂寞风暴侵袭，

你只会独自自诉自己的眼前物，

而忽略了我们大家都以成为往事，

有些事  一直挣扎  没了结果  放开也不是坏事

我们都完了  就往前看吧

一直怨天尤人，何必？

in the process of squeezing out a computerized presentation board, i'm so freaking tired and sleepy.

seriously i think i will cry out when i'm in my convo graduation, tears of happiness, tears of toughness, tears of been through so much.

of course, if I only graduating with a great result. *_*

:'C

i got so many things in my waiting list to blog about, my inspiration, my trips, my works and things happening around me... but i just don't have any free time for myself to sit down leisurely and start to think and blog about it....

melissa is sitting next to me and forcing me to update!!!

I'M SO FREAKING STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

when i'm back to reality

i think everyone was sleeping by this time,
i hate this kind of situation, i feel so alone and lots of thing still need to be done yet i'm still so emotional.

i'm so so tired.

procrastinating is always.

预感

谁能够将天上月亮电源关掉

它把你我沉默照得太明了

爱了以后又不觉可靠
你和我看着霓虹
穿过了爱情的街道
有种不真实味道
我们一直忘了要搭一座挢
到对方的心底瞧一瞧
体会彼此什麽才最需要
当两颗心放在感情天秤上
想了太多又做的太少
你和我仰望星空
走到了爱情的边疆
有种不确定的预感

向前盼

当爬得太高时，却忽略了自己的原貌。
我们步入得太深，谁能把自己从里边给抽出来。


我寻找的不是唾弃，而是基本的自尊，一个简单的依靠。

当我，你不在

有没有那么一滴泪 能洗掉后悔，化成大雨 落在我们回不去的街。

看似阿谀奉承的日子已走远所以日子开始走得有点坎苦。
是该为他人想想，别永远只站在自己的立场来决定自己的是与否，那只会让自己好过些可是却伤了自己在意的人。

开始恍恍惚惚浑浑噩噩。
做啥都力不从心，心不在焉。一切都不如意。当不再联络得到你分享心情的对象消失了，心情会是怎样。忽高忽地，忽明忽暗。
我应该说过，最在意的是消失然而一而再再而三地，我们都爱往别人的弱点里跳。我不想每次都以没事结束，我想在当天把怨念结清，别把不好的情绪带到接下来的日子。

对不起，原谅我的心胸没有能让宰相撑船般地广阔来容下你想花巨额在前任身上的意愿，我嫉妒心没有你想象般的小只是我不敢表露，我快达到极限，毕竟我也是只典型狮子，就算你们见面聊天我也不高兴只是我没说明。我不是不让，我只是觉得现在时机不对，你们双方只会让对方越放不下。

你忙，我也忙，忙得头晕目眩，一切乱糟糟。请别再说我只是个学生装忙个啥屁，我修的不是一般的科系，我还得抽时间工作不然我只能吃西北风过活。
我只想我们俩见面时还能开开心心，舒舒服服地过上一阵子，我觉得当你出门时，明明自己也累得眼睛酸涩，对方还得抱怨自己累得像只狗似的为什么还得出门见面，心里有什么滋味可以自己想象一下，况且出门的意愿不在我身上。

面对着自己的另一半，手里还拎着电话不断巴拉巴拉的敲着按键跟别人发短讯，我不是神人，我受不了。

对不起倘若我惹怒了你。

getting deeper, getting tougher.

bring smile

*walked miles and miles but forgotten how to smile*

Combine

Hey folks, quite a long time ago I never update here since my new semester start again. Gone thru two tiring weeks, and the submission date is just around the corner again... sleepless night sleepless night, ishh.

Everyday I got something wish to be post up here but then when all the thing accumulate up and dragged for so long, I forgotten what else to put up here again :D

Here gonna put up my previous sem work.
If any of you have any comments on it just leave it here :)

Proposed Kiosk design for AirFix at Sunway Pyramid

Presentation Drawings

Proposed Facade design for Coca-Cola at SS15

The most satisfying presentation board I ever did : )

 Proposed Restaurant design for Sapori D' Italia at Batu 09, Cheras.

Ugly shit. hahah.

Everything still the same for the new starts, every morning wake up, get myself prepared then walk to college passing through the garden to fresh up my mind is a must. Although it just a one minutes walk, but i just simply love it.

Smarties for breakfast since the chocolate biscuit dah habis, ops! hahaha.

Our lift uncle is still exist in the there. It is a simple smiley face drawn by a anonymous person on the lift wall.

We got two new lecturers for our new semester, they are pretty experienced thou. Another two walking library again. They are so ambitious, I got energetic whenever we talked about architecture and philosophy and I got goosebumps easily. Salute salute.

Architecture is about philosophy, environment and design.

Anyway, I'm moving out to new hostel on end of april. It just located 4th row behind of my current hostel, for better facilities, for better reason.

I'm so satisfy for my current situation. Busy life to keep me packed. 

Stop for nonsense, Gotta go back to my work again. Have to stay up late again tonight. See ya people!

God Bless : ) 

go to hell

super duper sad. everything is like messed up.
after a tiring day, whole day lecturing, brain packed with lots of information unable to digest in a short time. With restless body straight away went for site visit for tomorrow presentation... realizing I'm back as a architecture student again.
After all these shitty things, extremely sleepy and tired, reach hostel like 10 something and housemate inform that my hostel got no water supply... I was like cursing everyone. Pek Chek sekali!!
The most emo thing was, I walk all the way to my friend hostel to shower who knows the water stopped half way when I'm taking bathe!!

and I still haven't touch anything of the presentation stuffs yet!!
Fuck up!!!

A small little tiny of simple

Just feel like writing a post tonight.
I simply like this kind of feeling and environment very much on every midnight, everything was asleep, except for silences there's nothing anymore. Sitting in front of my cool ruby red lappy, playing those recently favourite songs, free my own mind, transforming my own ideas into millions of words, let it be either english or chinese, as long as I'm happy with my words.

The nights like this easily transform yourself into emo condition tho.

Today was helping my own college working in education fair at Midvalley, although the pay is super low, but what to do...? lol.
There is always yipee and khai jie for me to crap with during this boring edu fair but sadly I won't have them anymore as they're graduating soon. I got no ones to relies on except for those kanasai marketing cheater... Kill me, both of them told me I'm already a senior, second time, what to do...? But at least something that surprised me and khai jie today! Marketing staff told us Uni of New Castle and Uni of Tasmania was offering our college architecture graduates straight away proceed to their third year of our Part I degree... yoohoo! Which means I only need to study another 3 years to get my Master Degree in Architecture! ( Melissa, did you read this? XD)
I need to cari lubang for my future! I will buy you desapark condo!!

Recently just watched this movie. Accidently choose this movie, by the way this movie not bad tho which I found out it's quite encouraging. Johnny Depp play as Rango, the main character, still the same, clumsy yet humour. When the movie starts, you just pop-ed up in my mind because of the lizard.

I kinda like one of the quote, Rango says:" Everyones need something to believe in."

So, believe in me : )

I was really feeling felicitous when finished work and some one is out there waiting for you to drive you back home. It just simple and satisfying : )

Reading your blog is always a special feeling for me ever since I met you, it's like a worship place that I can feel even closer to you, get to touch your inner feeling.

but this is my first time to read how people interpret the word of  瑕疵...

『"An example for this word,你拿出一张白纸,纯白的,纸上什么也没有,然后你在中间滴上一滴墨水,你再仔细观看,发现什么了没???原先纯白一张纸上出现了一个”黑点”, 纸原先是干干净净的,现在被弄脏了,这个”黑点”就是”瑕疵”!』

Super cute...! hahaha.
but then I think you think it wrongly. Probably you get the wrong message of the post. Anyway sorry for always posting in chinese. It just my habit.

By the way tomorrow is my cousin brother big day! He is elder than me few months but he's getting marry tomorrow! Really happy for him as in an official husband and also papa! I have to be the photographer and the brother drive for the whole day tomorrow... ishh!

Actually writing this post half way I went to the living hall and watch the All-England badminton single final match which is Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan. Surprisingly Dato Lee finally won this match. Damn sad seeing him always lose to his weakness player Lin Dan, but finally he did it tonight, he broke the charm. You're really now top in the world.

After the screaming and shouting of my brother, sisters and I in the middle of the night, the match ended and we automatically falled into silent. Counting 1,2,3 silently in heart, everyone of us will automatically run and rush into our individual rooms. Who ever falled into the last have to switch off all the lights and tv. This funny habit just happened to all of us since we're still kids until now.

Simple yet happy : )

瑕疵

你以為魚缸裡一直生活着的是條魚，

當你湊近瞥了一眼才發現原來裡面住的是青蛙，

而不是你一直以為那嚮往幾毫米外世界的魚。

就像這一種心態，當你以為一切都隨你便，如你意時，你就隨遇而安地忽略了暗地裡正在萌芽的微小細節，

也許如文火般一潑就滅；

也許如大火般一發不可收拾。

倘若我說得出口，能不能改變已定下來的決策？

察言觀色不是口頭上的說說，而是暗地裡地讓人安心。

一切只有更糟更鬧心。

那是猶如皙白的紙沾上一滴暈開來的墨。

毛月亮

每一步都踏得忒小心翼翼，

是患得患失般地腐蚀着，
是前者留下的隐忧，
是深怕再次如海市蜃楼般地凭空消失。

所以一点甜头
足以溶化高原上的冰川，
足以侵蚀断崖边的固石。

虽然甜头不常。


就像那毛月亮，无声无息，霎然变天。

Jump into the Sea!

It has been dragged for so long to come out with this post here haha. Who to blame on? Laziness! I always missed out lots of things to share whenever I got tons of words want to say but those feelings just died in my brain due to my lazy mood... awww. I thought I'll be the last one to wrote about this fun trip but until I realized someone still freezing his blog since long time ago. He's just couldn't have any leisure time for himself, sakit hati I, sayang. 

As I mentioned in last post about this trip. Yea, it was totally happy, relax yet a little bit painful trip for me :)

We had went to two beaches in just a day! hooray! At first we're just planned to Cherating, Kuantan only, but we have too much time doing nothing on the beach and since Teluk Cempedak is just nearby somewhere around Kuantan so end up we head to that beach which got a McDonald beside to kill our hunger!

Hey yea, here it is. Say hello to Cherating! One thing that unexpectedly, Cherating wasn't that dirty as I thought although I has been here for once. The sea was not really polluted and the seawater was quite clear as we can still see our foots under the seawater although it was still that masin larh! 

Million thanks to Crason. He was the driver of the day, around of applause to him :) 

We leave our place like around 7 plus something then go for their favourite yeemee for breakfast. It was like a warm and happy eating session in the early morning among us. As a Junior quite enjoy tho! Haha.

All the way was like crapping and laughing non-stop. We reach there safe and sound in quite a short time like about 3 hours plus. Of course, as I said the most important thing is who is the one you're going with. 

When I'm writting this post only remind me of a thing! Which is I forgot to scream when I'm on the beach... shit...!

It was a freaking sunny day on that day until I can barely open my eyes! but Best!

I looked so thin on this shot! Credits to eeefeng Evon!

And that's all for Cherating!
The next was Teluk Cempedak. The sea here was totally polluted badly due to the commercialized of this beach. Cherating was more like out of the town with lesser peoples. One of the benefit of here is it provide restaurant along the street and public facilities as toilet and shower. As I can see, that was lots of couples or families came to here to lepak.

Rocks rocks rocks! There was lot of rocks along the beach which I got phobia with it nowadays :(
As I mentioned in the early of this post, a little bit painful is about I hurt my foot sole at this beach because of rocks awww :(
Those tiny-sharp oyster which sticked on the rocks was the troublemaker! I was told not to jump into the sea when I'm on the rock but I refused to listen which caused me this :(

It was freaking badly extremely painful after I step and sweep across the surface of the rock! Those sharp oyster was stabbed into my foot and I can see my flesh. So sorry darl, I should have just listen to you. Seeing people that you care the most worried around you was quite relieving tho. (please don't slap me).
I can still recall back the feeling when you guys splash the Carlsberg beer on it, aww.

Anyway, with this incident at least I got to know that actually my anemia is not fully recovered yet.
But seriously shower with a leg standing and avoiding the foot to get wet was extremely torturing!

Jumping all the way back and have a great dinner with you guys on the way back to K.L. Best...!
It was late night when we reach home safe and sound but it was totally fun, happy and tiring trip. I enjoyed it alot lot! Million thanks to everyone :)

You guys gonna be very important in my heart. Especially the middle one :)
Nights.