Thursday, February 24, 2011

Mess up.


It just like a crush of sudden. Left me barely breathing.
We don't seem to get a real time to talk even. You don't know how desperately I wanted to meet you up, trying hardly to figure out any possible excuse to just meet you awhile.
I don't know what can I do for you. I felt myself so weak. Can't even promise you anything...
Seeing you rush like a mad dog every day and night. Wondering what can I do for you. Massage? I don't know... I don't even care of it before this. Console? I don't think my noob few cents could work on you.

Your complains, your fussy, everything goes into my heart. Yet, I don't think I can shout it out. The only thing I can is just to listen. Which I hate it the most.

I don't like to wait for a message like a donk. Trying to find any possible excuses to console myself. I know you are probably angry or not in mood or any other shit else, but I just don't like you don't care everything, even a short briefly message saying you're not in mood, you sleep first. good night. probably could give me at least something else to breathe.
I'm just really don't like it at all.
Maybe I'm not doing good.


Dots as rain drops. Shout it out loudly baby.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Pleasing Smile




思念可以抵挡住无量惊涛,也会消融于一滴细泪。

倘若失去是苦,你还怕不怕付出;
倘若堕落是苦,你还要不要幸福;
倘若迷乱是苦,再开始还是结束;
倘若追求是苦,这是坚强还是执迷不悟...

让我们同呼吸,共存亡。





这静谧的深夜,思念灌脑,
霎然好想你。

熟睡的你,可否感觉得到...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Everything is happening...!

I know it has been so long that I never update here. Before that, I got lots of things thought to ready to post up here but then it seems all my thoughts gone away after celebrating chinese new year and ya, because of I formatted my lappy too. It dragged me for a period so... maafkan :D

Throughout the entire cny was nothing special thou. But then obviously this year guests is lesser compare to past few years, most probably because of the pass away of few relatives. Sadder thing is of course the lesser angpau I can get argghh...!


Food preparation to pray for Hou Heng Dai “好兄弟”

It's been so long that I never play firecrackers during cny. Still remember that night chatting with my family during prayer for cny eve. I was speaking loudly saying how I steal baba's piggy bank's money to buy my firecrackers every years and my father was "Kuat" me 99. We laugh non-stop.


Everything will change no matter how. even the fireworks have been change. My favorite firework "blackcat" isn't the same anymore. I still can remember last time 50 cent for a pack with 5 sticks in it. Even the pop-pop also modern-fied...


Hopefully these money could help me to cover next semester expenses!


Went to quite alot of places during this cny. Of course yearly non-stop "bai nian" (meet and greet) marathon with few of my intimate friends.
Every time when I tell my parent I'm going out to bainian with friends sure kena lecture by them... They always critic nowadays youngster bainian for the sake of angpau money... but not everyone please... I really want to pay a visit to my dear's parents... hmm...


As usual went back to "uncle" place to pay a visit to them... We getting lesser and lesser going back to this place after grandparent passed away... As usual, those typical question... mana gf, study what, bla bla bla...
But then I quite missed those memories when I was a kid, I used to grew up in this kampung area with lots of negative influences, LOL.


There is a kolam ikan right behind there last time, we used to go catch cacing to fishing and catch bird bird every evening. Now, it is developing into a toll soon. Funny right, once you open the door you will see toll and those car flying over your timber house.


The corridor that I used to do my pull-ups when I was a kid.


Went to Tien Hou Gong temple with Family for a pray.

Since it was terribly free... I even went to genting just for a walk with in half day time with friends.
Cold places always the best for me because I won't sweat that much of course hahaha... I'm always the 汉堡包 a.k.a 汗宝宝 :(


Esther keep on say this door reminded her of 乐坛 which makes me laugh non-stop.


Just simply love this for no reason :)

Jack called us up again during cny for another photoshooting. Of course my brother and I went to help him for money...Weeeeee...! They gave us hoi gong lai shi (angpau for the first day of work) which had already predicted by us and before that night we gamble about how much angpau they will give to us... and luckily they are not that kiamsiap haha...


Simply shoot shoot shoot!

And I got this from an anonymous on valentine day...! Hahahaha... (gonna get murder)


I found out this thing was clip under my car's wiper after I came down from hill after hiking. Lalalala.... :P


Went to Korean food on that night after that gila gila went to I-city. The spongebob lamp was so cute...! But then it's too pricey, just give up of it:(
I'm gonna get lungs injure on that night cause keep on forcing myself not to cough out in the car due to some one sleeping like a pig...! Oink...!

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone...! Have a blast one...!











I know some one is terribly exhausted recently,
I'm seriously worried for you.
Remember to take good care of yourself.

This gonna be the second month :)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011








Oh, be my Valentine.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

wah!












extremely moody again :(

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

:)

臉上一直掛着微笑 從內之外 發自內心的那種
好久都沒那麼開心

我想用一段很爆笑的句子作為開頭

天空烏云密布 電光閃閃 雷聲隆隆 大地“狂”起一陣狂風 天空突然下起傾盆大雨
哈哈哈哈
今天居然意外的一大早就是個大晴天 到處都是過年的氣氛 很過癮
過後跑去爬了快半天的山 吃了一大堆有的沒的
撐得累啊

下去當然還是會被抓去當個免費勞工




在這只想跟大家拜個早年
祝各位 新年快樂 合家平安 兔年快樂


















Tonight, I shall sleep with a smile on my face :)