inundation of thought

一道牆內外，溫度差之千里。

狂風呼呼，暖氣開了還是蓋不掉逼人的寒氣。

腳板都快凍壞了。

冬至了嗎？是的。

好想念家裡。媽煮的湯圓還是世上最好吃的湯圓。

一夜長風，一刮而過，思念延續。

エジンバラ

Calton Hill, Edinburgh.

In the library currently. I guess I am just wasting time here.

Cold weather, cold indoor, cold food. cold room, cold bed, everything is so cold here, I started to miss the sun back in Malaysia, how warm, how lively when it shines on your face and body, the memories slowly fading away but I know sooner as I go back I will hate it tho. 

Let's talk about the current city that I stranded in. I pictured things differently before I came to here, the peoples, foods and weather supposed to be perfectly nice, I supposed to get inspiration at the every corners of Edinburgh with plenty old buildings surrounded. Though I was warned beforehand, not to put too high expectation on this 'dream kingdom' but I did not expect I would feel so depressing after I have arrived.

Following the effective of jet lag, I started to feel apart from where I was belong. I wake up to their sunset, apparently the song by simple plan is perfectly fits into my current scenario. Travelling alone to such a far away city and settling down is not a joke, it is so suffering and challenging. I will cut it short here and wait for the next post.

I shall continue to write on my blog like how I feel last time. I just being lazy to care about anything. 

And this post is so random. kthxbai. 

愛丁堡。

終於一個月過去了，是時候開始接受新生活了。這裡當開個頭吧。