Thursday, March 3, 2011

Kill my time!

Last 2 weeks ago, it was my first time to visit Pulau Ketam. This was suggested by the most "dohyeh" Angie Tan, since we got nothing to do and we're planing to go somewhere else instead of rotting at home.

It wasn't as that far as I thought. We thought to take train to port Klang then take ferry to Pulau Ketam at first but then bee's friend was willing to fetch us to Klang so, we head there together with fast and furious drive, lol.





Seriously bored when sitting in the ferry. Bee was very concentrated watching tv. The owner was playing old chinese vampire movie, 殭屍道長, pretty missed those movie. Those was my childhood.


I was banned from posting this pic. But then I just curi-curi post it here because I know she is not gonna read this...I like her hair, very the got feeling :D





This place wasn't as fun as I thought. It was totally a kampung. A peaceful and innocent one. Except hot, it's still hot. I hate Malaysia lol.
Esther and Angie keep complains on it, food also not nice comparing to Kuala Selangor.
But then it's still not bad if you plan to have a walk but seriously not a sunny day... arghh...



The lovely sleeping biatch :)

After a tiring walk, we back to Klang port by ferry. Those bitches don't wanna to get home that early, at first they plan to watch movie at PJ but we end up by visiting Look Out point just to kill time.

I was freaking tired on this trip. As we getting more and more tired and pissed off by the driver, we gone into crazy mode and getting rude all the way to Look Out point. We speak out those bad words we don't used to say non-stop. They ruined the name of Pulau Ketam and change it into Chao Hai Dou, and Look Out Point  is 69 point by me. Craps.

Below was the video recorded when we got nothing to do.


Codomo Lion commercial advertising video by Angie Tan.


It just the lonely city and you were somewhere else in there.




There is another post for the beaches I went last week with my dear. Stay tuned. 
Nights.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Mess up.


It just like a crush of sudden. Left me barely breathing.
We don't seem to get a real time to talk even. You don't know how desperately I wanted to meet you up, trying hardly to figure out any possible excuse to just meet you awhile.
I don't know what can I do for you. I felt myself so weak. Can't even promise you anything...
Seeing you rush like a mad dog every day and night. Wondering what can I do for you. Massage? I don't know... I don't even care of it before this. Console? I don't think my noob few cents could work on you.

Your complains, your fussy, everything goes into my heart. Yet, I don't think I can shout it out. The only thing I can is just to listen. Which I hate it the most.

I don't like to wait for a message like a donk. Trying to find any possible excuses to console myself. I know you are probably angry or not in mood or any other shit else, but I just don't like you don't care everything, even a short briefly message saying you're not in mood, you sleep first. good night. probably could give me at least something else to breathe.
I'm just really don't like it at all.
Maybe I'm not doing good.


Dots as rain drops. Shout it out loudly baby.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Pleasing Smile




思念可以抵挡住无量惊涛,也会消融于一滴细泪。

倘若失去是苦,你还怕不怕付出;
倘若堕落是苦,你还要不要幸福;
倘若迷乱是苦,再开始还是结束;
倘若追求是苦,这是坚强还是执迷不悟...

让我们同呼吸,共存亡。





这静谧的深夜,思念灌脑,
霎然好想你。

熟睡的你,可否感觉得到...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Everything is happening...!

I know it has been so long that I never update here. Before that, I got lots of things thought to ready to post up here but then it seems all my thoughts gone away after celebrating chinese new year and ya, because of I formatted my lappy too. It dragged me for a period so... maafkan :D

Throughout the entire cny was nothing special thou. But then obviously this year guests is lesser compare to past few years, most probably because of the pass away of few relatives. Sadder thing is of course the lesser angpau I can get argghh...!


Food preparation to pray for Hou Heng Dai “好兄弟”

It's been so long that I never play firecrackers during cny. Still remember that night chatting with my family during prayer for cny eve. I was speaking loudly saying how I steal baba's piggy bank's money to buy my firecrackers every years and my father was "Kuat" me 99. We laugh non-stop.


Everything will change no matter how. even the fireworks have been change. My favorite firework "blackcat" isn't the same anymore. I still can remember last time 50 cent for a pack with 5 sticks in it. Even the pop-pop also modern-fied...


Hopefully these money could help me to cover next semester expenses!


Went to quite alot of places during this cny. Of course yearly non-stop "bai nian" (meet and greet) marathon with few of my intimate friends.
Every time when I tell my parent I'm going out to bainian with friends sure kena lecture by them... They always critic nowadays youngster bainian for the sake of angpau money... but not everyone please... I really want to pay a visit to my dear's parents... hmm...


As usual went back to "uncle" place to pay a visit to them... We getting lesser and lesser going back to this place after grandparent passed away... As usual, those typical question... mana gf, study what, bla bla bla...
But then I quite missed those memories when I was a kid, I used to grew up in this kampung area with lots of negative influences, LOL.


There is a kolam ikan right behind there last time, we used to go catch cacing to fishing and catch bird bird every evening. Now, it is developing into a toll soon. Funny right, once you open the door you will see toll and those car flying over your timber house.


The corridor that I used to do my pull-ups when I was a kid.


Went to Tien Hou Gong temple with Family for a pray.

Since it was terribly free... I even went to genting just for a walk with in half day time with friends.
Cold places always the best for me because I won't sweat that much of course hahaha... I'm always the 汉堡包 a.k.a 汗宝宝 :(


Esther keep on say this door reminded her of 乐坛 which makes me laugh non-stop.


Just simply love this for no reason :)

Jack called us up again during cny for another photoshooting. Of course my brother and I went to help him for money...Weeeeee...! They gave us hoi gong lai shi (angpau for the first day of work) which had already predicted by us and before that night we gamble about how much angpau they will give to us... and luckily they are not that kiamsiap haha...


Simply shoot shoot shoot!

And I got this from an anonymous on valentine day...! Hahahaha... (gonna get murder)


I found out this thing was clip under my car's wiper after I came down from hill after hiking. Lalalala.... :P


Went to Korean food on that night after that gila gila went to I-city. The spongebob lamp was so cute...! But then it's too pricey, just give up of it:(
I'm gonna get lungs injure on that night cause keep on forcing myself not to cough out in the car due to some one sleeping like a pig...! Oink...!

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone...! Have a blast one...!











I know some one is terribly exhausted recently,
I'm seriously worried for you.
Remember to take good care of yourself.

This gonna be the second month :)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011








Oh, be my Valentine.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

wah!












extremely moody again :(

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

:)

臉上一直掛着微笑 從內之外 發自內心的那種
哈
好久都沒那麼開心

我想用一段很爆笑的句子作為開頭

天空烏云密布 電光閃閃 雷聲隆隆 大地“狂”起一陣狂風 天空突然下起傾盆大雨
哈哈哈哈
今天居然意外的一大早就是個大晴天 到處都是過年的氣氛 很過癮
過後跑去爬了快半天的山 吃了一大堆有的沒的
撐得累啊

下去當然還是會被抓去當個免費勞工




在這只想跟大家拜個早年
祝各位 新年快樂 合家平安 兔年快樂


















Tonight, I shall sleep with a smile on my face :)

Monday, January 31, 2011

沒離開過

是在顫抖的手指飛快地滾動着滑鼠上的滑輪
一雙疲憊的眼睛死死地盯著電腦熒幕上密密麻麻的英文字母 深怕漏了幾個詞就錯過了些什麼
一整頁的英文字母 整整齊齊地排得滿滿 但看在自己眼裡是多麼的凌亂
拼個詞兒還得重複念幾個幾遍 多麼的慌 多麼的燥

我 看著看著 腦子裡就 嗡 的一聲

炸開了

原來絕口不提那晚上的事 就是這麼一碼事
繼經驗之談
那久久不回的短信 導致整晚自己腦子短路 胡思亂想
全真的就是這麼一回事 案件重演

被人愛撫的髮絲 我看著就覺得蹂躪
被人按摩的肩膀 我看著就覺得輕犯
被人輕拂的臉龐 我看著就覺得他媽的神經錯亂

那種發現偷腥 冰冷刺骨自己怕得顫抖的感覺
一直都在


原來這種感覺一直都在
沒離開過

其實
我真的受不了。

Sunday, January 30, 2011

One More Time, One More Chance


昨晚把這部動畫看完了,一部很生活化很令人揪心的動畫。
闡述着人與人的思念,哀傷,盲目的情愫。



One More Time, One More Chance

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Just feeling bit down and emotional.
I don't know what happened again.

I wish I could just hug somebody else tightly and let go my tears without worries.






Fuck off.

Friday, January 28, 2011

chill, days.

Adam Young from owl city, previously known as sky sailing.
Listening to his song always comfort and calm me down so much.
Another great singer although he's young.







Although it fills with lot of memories.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

我們都是傻子

不該離開的 早就滾的老遠
該離開的 壓根就沒離開過

我們都如蚊蠅飛蟲 渺小無力地墮網內
著迷了 戀上了 痴上了
過後 再來個乏味階段 形如嚼蜡
戀夠了 乏味了 厭倦了
再上演個一哭二鬧三上吊 俗不可耐的戲碼
來個魚死網破 才能善罷甘休

旁人都看在眼裡
有者 予以白眼 猶如茶色飯後 上映的肥皂劇 第二天阿姨嬸嬸會在菜市裡討論的劇情
有者 嗤之以鼻
有者 感同身受嘲笑自己的往事
有者 給予沉默 因為自己是當局者 看在眼裡 疼在心堪

滄海桑田
我還記得我學這一個詞彙大約是在六年級左右 我不曉得為什麼對它的記憶很深刻
可能是個很特別的詞
多少往事是無論你彈不彈指都注定要灰飛煙滅的
執著固然有利弊 但看我眼裡 我只看見心酸

我們都是傻子
往往事情發生了 才來自責 才懂得亡羊補牢
又有個屁用?

Thursday, January 20, 2011

It just pause suddenly.

Just have a nice and safe trip to penang on last weekend with two pigs, standfer and vivian. At first thought to bring someone along, but couldn't make it. Sign.

I think this is the longest trip ever we have since standfer leaved alfa. Those days aren't like nowadays. Everything changed. Familiar faces, close housemates, long night pillow talks, sharing scary ghost stories in the middle of the night which caused insomia, hostel legendary ghost ahma and etc. I missed those fun so much.

It reminds me of last time we have our education roadshow to seremban with standfer. Head to education fair at Seremban hotel then seaside walk at Portdickson then seremban bak kut teh and back to K.L just in a day. Tired yet fun.




My best companion on the way to Penang. Introducing, Vivian's DuyanBear. It has only an eye.
It reminds me of old hostel again. How happy when I torture it that time haha.


Manja. lol.

Nothing much about this trip actually, it just a warm, chit-chat and eat non-stop trip. haha. I really eat a lot during this trip. I know, someone gotta say my stomach grow 1cm more :( I will exercise to pay for it kay...
When there is existence of Vivian Ho, there is always camwhore time lol.



Hello patpo, are you okay? hahaha.




this typical chinese hawker stall selling a kind of penang food called kuizap was unexpectedly nice. We have it as our dinner for TWICE.


Can you imagine how many kuizap and fried belacan chicken inside her stomach.. LOL.
She gonna kill me after she read this post hahaha.


We actually 5 da 5 zhong and found a nice dam site above of kek lok si. The view is quite amazing.



Pray for self and family, of course your family and career. Hope Buddha don't blame me on my greediness lol. Anyway I get a good "chim" for myself.


Can you spot something wrong with the column?! LOL, Sue them! Structure failure!








I know this is abit leong but the idea just pop out on my mind. :)




When we having our lunch at Bidor that time, I was actually emo for that moment when I saw there is heong peng selling over there.
It reminds me of your mom, always give me a pack of heong peng after your family came back from hometown. I feel bad to her and you too.

Anyway, million thanks to Standfer and Vivian.
A Pause for us. A Fun trip for us.