procrastinating is always.

预感

谁能够将天上月亮电源关掉

它把你我沉默照得太明了

爱了以后又不觉可靠
你和我看着霓虹
穿过了爱情的街道
有种不真实味道
我们一直忘了要搭一座挢
到对方的心底瞧一瞧
体会彼此什麽才最需要
当两颗心放在感情天秤上
想了太多又做的太少
你和我仰望星空
走到了爱情的边疆
有种不确定的预感

向前盼

当爬得太高时，却忽略了自己的原貌。
我们步入得太深，谁能把自己从里边给抽出来。


我寻找的不是唾弃，而是基本的自尊，一个简单的依靠。

当我，你不在

有没有那么一滴泪 能洗掉后悔，化成大雨 落在我们回不去的街。

看似阿谀奉承的日子已走远所以日子开始走得有点坎苦。
是该为他人想想，别永远只站在自己的立场来决定自己的是与否，那只会让自己好过些可是却伤了自己在意的人。

开始恍恍惚惚浑浑噩噩。
做啥都力不从心，心不在焉。一切都不如意。当不再联络得到你分享心情的对象消失了，心情会是怎样。忽高忽地，忽明忽暗。
我应该说过，最在意的是消失然而一而再再而三地，我们都爱往别人的弱点里跳。我不想每次都以没事结束，我想在当天把怨念结清，别把不好的情绪带到接下来的日子。

对不起，原谅我的心胸没有能让宰相撑船般地广阔来容下你想花巨额在前任身上的意愿，我嫉妒心没有你想象般的小只是我不敢表露，我快达到极限，毕竟我也是只典型狮子，就算你们见面聊天我也不高兴只是我没说明。我不是不让，我只是觉得现在时机不对，你们双方只会让对方越放不下。

你忙，我也忙，忙得头晕目眩，一切乱糟糟。请别再说我只是个学生装忙个啥屁，我修的不是一般的科系，我还得抽时间工作不然我只能吃西北风过活。
我只想我们俩见面时还能开开心心，舒舒服服地过上一阵子，我觉得当你出门时，明明自己也累得眼睛酸涩，对方还得抱怨自己累得像只狗似的为什么还得出门见面，心里有什么滋味可以自己想象一下，况且出门的意愿不在我身上。

面对着自己的另一半，手里还拎着电话不断巴拉巴拉的敲着按键跟别人发短讯，我不是神人，我受不了。

对不起倘若我惹怒了你。

getting deeper, getting tougher.

bring smile

*walked miles and miles but forgotten how to smile*

Combine

Hey folks, quite a long time ago I never update here since my new semester start again. Gone thru two tiring weeks, and the submission date is just around the corner again... sleepless night sleepless night, ishh.

Everyday I got something wish to be post up here but then when all the thing accumulate up and dragged for so long, I forgotten what else to put up here again :D

Here gonna put up my previous sem work.
If any of you have any comments on it just leave it here :)

Proposed Kiosk design for AirFix at Sunway Pyramid

Presentation Drawings

Proposed Facade design for Coca-Cola at SS15

The most satisfying presentation board I ever did : )

 Proposed Restaurant design for Sapori D' Italia at Batu 09, Cheras.

Ugly shit. hahah.

Everything still the same for the new starts, every morning wake up, get myself prepared then walk to college passing through the garden to fresh up my mind is a must. Although it just a one minutes walk, but i just simply love it.

Smarties for breakfast since the chocolate biscuit dah habis, ops! hahaha.

Our lift uncle is still exist in the there. It is a simple smiley face drawn by a anonymous person on the lift wall.

We got two new lecturers for our new semester, they are pretty experienced thou. Another two walking library again. They are so ambitious, I got energetic whenever we talked about architecture and philosophy and I got goosebumps easily. Salute salute.

Architecture is about philosophy, environment and design.

Anyway, I'm moving out to new hostel on end of april. It just located 4th row behind of my current hostel, for better facilities, for better reason.

I'm so satisfy for my current situation. Busy life to keep me packed. 

Stop for nonsense, Gotta go back to my work again. Have to stay up late again tonight. See ya people!

God Bless : ) 

go to hell

super duper sad. everything is like messed up.
after a tiring day, whole day lecturing, brain packed with lots of information unable to digest in a short time. With restless body straight away went for site visit for tomorrow presentation... realizing I'm back as a architecture student again.
After all these shitty things, extremely sleepy and tired, reach hostel like 10 something and housemate inform that my hostel got no water supply... I was like cursing everyone. Pek Chek sekali!!
The most emo thing was, I walk all the way to my friend hostel to shower who knows the water stopped half way when I'm taking bathe!!

and I still haven't touch anything of the presentation stuffs yet!!
Fuck up!!!

A small little tiny of simple

Just feel like writing a post tonight.
I simply like this kind of feeling and environment very much on every midnight, everything was asleep, except for silences there's nothing anymore. Sitting in front of my cool ruby red lappy, playing those recently favourite songs, free my own mind, transforming my own ideas into millions of words, let it be either english or chinese, as long as I'm happy with my words.

The nights like this easily transform yourself into emo condition tho.

Today was helping my own college working in education fair at Midvalley, although the pay is super low, but what to do...? lol.
There is always yipee and khai jie for me to crap with during this boring edu fair but sadly I won't have them anymore as they're graduating soon. I got no ones to relies on except for those kanasai marketing cheater... Kill me, both of them told me I'm already a senior, second time, what to do...? But at least something that surprised me and khai jie today! Marketing staff told us Uni of New Castle and Uni of Tasmania was offering our college architecture graduates straight away proceed to their third year of our Part I degree... yoohoo! Which means I only need to study another 3 years to get my Master Degree in Architecture! ( Melissa, did you read this? XD)
I need to cari lubang for my future! I will buy you desapark condo!!

Recently just watched this movie. Accidently choose this movie, by the way this movie not bad tho which I found out it's quite encouraging. Johnny Depp play as Rango, the main character, still the same, clumsy yet humour. When the movie starts, you just pop-ed up in my mind because of the lizard.

I kinda like one of the quote, Rango says:" Everyones need something to believe in."

So, believe in me : )

I was really feeling felicitous when finished work and some one is out there waiting for you to drive you back home. It just simple and satisfying : )

Reading your blog is always a special feeling for me ever since I met you, it's like a worship place that I can feel even closer to you, get to touch your inner feeling.

but this is my first time to read how people interpret the word of  瑕疵...

『"An example for this word,你拿出一张白纸,纯白的,纸上什么也没有,然后你在中间滴上一滴墨水,你再仔细观看,发现什么了没???原先纯白一张纸上出现了一个”黑点”, 纸原先是干干净净的,现在被弄脏了,这个”黑点”就是”瑕疵”!』

Super cute...! hahaha.
but then I think you think it wrongly. Probably you get the wrong message of the post. Anyway sorry for always posting in chinese. It just my habit.

By the way tomorrow is my cousin brother big day! He is elder than me few months but he's getting marry tomorrow! Really happy for him as in an official husband and also papa! I have to be the photographer and the brother drive for the whole day tomorrow... ishh!

Actually writing this post half way I went to the living hall and watch the All-England badminton single final match which is Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan. Surprisingly Dato Lee finally won this match. Damn sad seeing him always lose to his weakness player Lin Dan, but finally he did it tonight, he broke the charm. You're really now top in the world.

After the screaming and shouting of my brother, sisters and I in the middle of the night, the match ended and we automatically falled into silent. Counting 1,2,3 silently in heart, everyone of us will automatically run and rush into our individual rooms. Who ever falled into the last have to switch off all the lights and tv. This funny habit just happened to all of us since we're still kids until now.

Simple yet happy : )

瑕疵

你以為魚缸裡一直生活着的是條魚，

當你湊近瞥了一眼才發現原來裡面住的是青蛙，

而不是你一直以為那嚮往幾毫米外世界的魚。

就像這一種心態，當你以為一切都隨你便，如你意時，你就隨遇而安地忽略了暗地裡正在萌芽的微小細節，

也許如文火般一潑就滅；

也許如大火般一發不可收拾。

倘若我說得出口，能不能改變已定下來的決策？

察言觀色不是口頭上的說說，而是暗地裡地讓人安心。

一切只有更糟更鬧心。

那是猶如皙白的紙沾上一滴暈開來的墨。

毛月亮

每一步都踏得忒小心翼翼，

是患得患失般地腐蚀着，
是前者留下的隐忧，
是深怕再次如海市蜃楼般地凭空消失。

所以一点甜头
足以溶化高原上的冰川，
足以侵蚀断崖边的固石。

虽然甜头不常。


就像那毛月亮，无声无息，霎然变天。

Jump into the Sea!

It has been dragged for so long to come out with this post here haha. Who to blame on? Laziness! I always missed out lots of things to share whenever I got tons of words want to say but those feelings just died in my brain due to my lazy mood... awww. I thought I'll be the last one to wrote about this fun trip but until I realized someone still freezing his blog since long time ago. He's just couldn't have any leisure time for himself, sakit hati I, sayang. 

As I mentioned in last post about this trip. Yea, it was totally happy, relax yet a little bit painful trip for me :)

We had went to two beaches in just a day! hooray! At first we're just planned to Cherating, Kuantan only, but we have too much time doing nothing on the beach and since Teluk Cempedak is just nearby somewhere around Kuantan so end up we head to that beach which got a McDonald beside to kill our hunger!

Hey yea, here it is. Say hello to Cherating! One thing that unexpectedly, Cherating wasn't that dirty as I thought although I has been here for once. The sea was not really polluted and the seawater was quite clear as we can still see our foots under the seawater although it was still that masin larh! 

Million thanks to Crason. He was the driver of the day, around of applause to him :) 

We leave our place like around 7 plus something then go for their favourite yeemee for breakfast. It was like a warm and happy eating session in the early morning among us. As a Junior quite enjoy tho! Haha.

All the way was like crapping and laughing non-stop. We reach there safe and sound in quite a short time like about 3 hours plus. Of course, as I said the most important thing is who is the one you're going with. 

When I'm writting this post only remind me of a thing! Which is I forgot to scream when I'm on the beach... shit...!

It was a freaking sunny day on that day until I can barely open my eyes! but Best!

I looked so thin on this shot! Credits to eeefeng Evon!

And that's all for Cherating!
The next was Teluk Cempedak. The sea here was totally polluted badly due to the commercialized of this beach. Cherating was more like out of the town with lesser peoples. One of the benefit of here is it provide restaurant along the street and public facilities as toilet and shower. As I can see, that was lots of couples or families came to here to lepak.

Rocks rocks rocks! There was lot of rocks along the beach which I got phobia with it nowadays :(
As I mentioned in the early of this post, a little bit painful is about I hurt my foot sole at this beach because of rocks awww :(
Those tiny-sharp oyster which sticked on the rocks was the troublemaker! I was told not to jump into the sea when I'm on the rock but I refused to listen which caused me this :(

It was freaking badly extremely painful after I step and sweep across the surface of the rock! Those sharp oyster was stabbed into my foot and I can see my flesh. So sorry darl, I should have just listen to you. Seeing people that you care the most worried around you was quite relieving tho. (please don't slap me).
I can still recall back the feeling when you guys splash the Carlsberg beer on it, aww.

Anyway, with this incident at least I got to know that actually my anemia is not fully recovered yet.
But seriously shower with a leg standing and avoiding the foot to get wet was extremely torturing!

Jumping all the way back and have a great dinner with you guys on the way back to K.L. Best...!
It was late night when we reach home safe and sound but it was totally fun, happy and tiring trip. I enjoyed it alot lot! Million thanks to everyone :)

You guys gonna be very important in my heart. Especially the middle one :)
Nights.

Kill my time!

Last 2 weeks ago, it was my first time to visit Pulau Ketam. This was suggested by the most "dohyeh" Angie Tan, since we got nothing to do and we're planing to go somewhere else instead of rotting at home.

It wasn't as that far as I thought. We thought to take train to port Klang then take ferry to Pulau Ketam at first but then bee's friend was willing to fetch us to Klang so, we head there together with fast and furious drive, lol.

Seriously bored when sitting in the ferry. Bee was very concentrated watching tv. The owner was playing old chinese vampire movie, 殭屍道長, pretty missed those movie. Those was my childhood.

I was banned from posting this pic. But then I just curi-curi post it here because I know she is not gonna read this...I like her hair, very the got feeling :D

This place wasn't as fun as I thought. It was totally a kampung. A peaceful and innocent one. Except hot, it's still hot. I hate Malaysia lol.

Esther and Angie keep complains on it, food also not nice comparing to Kuala Selangor.

But then it's still not bad if you plan to have a walk but seriously not a sunny day... arghh...

The lovely sleeping biatch :)

After a tiring walk, we back to Klang port by ferry. Those bitches don't wanna to get home that early, at first they plan to watch movie at PJ but we end up by visiting Look Out point just to kill time.

I was freaking tired on this trip. As we getting more and more tired and pissed off by the driver, we gone into crazy mode and getting rude all the way to Look Out point. We speak out those bad words we don't used to say non-stop. They ruined the name of Pulau Ketam and change it into Chao Hai Dou, and Look Out Point  is 69 point by me. Craps.

Below was the video recorded when we got nothing to do.

Codomo Lion commercial advertising video by Angie Tan.

It just the lonely city and you were somewhere else in there.

There is another post for the beaches I went last week with my dear. Stay tuned. 

Nights.

Mess up.

It just like a crush of sudden. Left me barely breathing.
We don't seem to get a real time to talk even. You don't know how desperately I wanted to meet you up, trying hardly to figure out any possible excuse to just meet you awhile.
I don't know what can I do for you. I felt myself so weak. Can't even promise you anything...
Seeing you rush like a mad dog every day and night. Wondering what can I do for you. Massage? I don't know... I don't even care of it before this. Console? I don't think my noob few cents could work on you.

Your complains, your fussy, everything goes into my heart. Yet, I don't think I can shout it out. The only thing I can is just to listen. Which I hate it the most.

I don't like to wait for a message like a donk. Trying to find any possible excuses to console myself. I know you are probably angry or not in mood or any other shit else, but I just don't like you don't care everything, even a short briefly message saying you're not in mood, you sleep first. good night. probably could give me at least something else to breathe.
I'm just really don't like it at all.
Maybe I'm not doing good.


Dots as rain drops. Shout it out loudly baby.