uncontrolled

Teach me to be the owner of my own emotion,

not to controlled by it.

Teach me to let go things that I couldn't handle,

so that I can be more satisfy with my own life now.

Everything was gone so packed just now. I can't settle down my mind, I can't settle down myself.

How extremely I wanna meet you up. Even to see you just for a sight.

I shouldn't be that selfish I told myself.

I feel bad because I'm not there for you when you need help.

I feel bad because I'm not there for you when you need to talk.

I feel bad because I've ruined the plan.

I feel extremely bad just because I couldn't meet you up since I missing you for one whole day...!

I drove to your area actually before I call you. Just couldn't figure out why am I missing you so badly.

After received your message I was extremely down.

and Sorry for what I've said.