Wednesday, May 18, 2011

you gave me something

寂寞风暴侵袭,
你只会独自自诉自己的眼前物,
而忽略了我们大家都以成为往事,
有些事  一直挣扎  没了结果  放开也不是坏事
我们都完了  就往前看吧

一直怨天尤人,何必?




in the process of squeezing out a computerized presentation board, i'm so freaking tired and sleepy.
seriously i think i will cry out when i'm in my convo graduation, tears of happiness, tears of toughness, tears of been through so much.

of course, if I only graduating with a great result. *_*

:'C

i got so many things in my waiting list to blog about, my inspiration, my trips, my works and things happening around me... but i just don't have any free time for myself to sit down leisurely and start to think and blog about it....

melissa is sitting next to me and forcing me to update!!!

I'M SO FREAKING STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

when i'm back to reality

i think everyone was sleeping by this time,
i hate this kind of situation, i feel so alone and lots of thing still need to be done yet i'm still so emotional.

i'm so so tired.

Friday, April 22, 2011

procrastinating is always.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

预感


谁能够将天上月亮电源关掉
它把你我沉默照得太明了
爱了以后又不觉可靠
你和我看着霓虹
穿过了爱情的街道
有种不真实味道
我们一直忘了要搭一座挢
到对方的心底瞧一瞧
体会彼此什麽才最需要
当两颗心放在感情天秤上
想了太多又做的太少
你和我仰望星空
走到了爱情的边疆
有种不确定的预感

向前盼



当爬得太高时,却忽略了自己的原貌。
我们步入得太深,谁能把自己从里边给抽出来。


我寻找的不是唾弃,而是基本的自尊,一个简单的依靠。

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

当我,你不在


有没有那么一滴泪 能洗掉后悔,化成大雨 落在我们回不去的街。

看似阿谀奉承的日子已走远所以日子开始走得有点坎苦。
是该为他人想想,别永远只站在自己的立场来决定自己的是与否,那只会让自己好过些可是却伤了自己在意的人。

开始恍恍惚惚浑浑噩噩。
做啥都力不从心,心不在焉。一切都不如意。当不再联络得到你分享心情的对象消失了,心情会是怎样。忽高忽地,忽明忽暗。
我应该说过,最在意的是消失然而一而再再而三地,我们都爱往别人的弱点里跳。我不想每次都以没事结束,我想在当天把怨念结清,别把不好的情绪带到接下来的日子。

对不起,原谅我的心胸没有能让宰相撑船般地广阔来容下你想花巨额在前任身上的意愿,我嫉妒心没有你想象般的小只是我不敢表露,我快达到极限,毕竟我也是只典型狮子,就算你们见面聊天我也不高兴只是我没说明。我不是不让,我只是觉得现在时机不对,你们双方只会让对方越放不下。

你忙,我也忙,忙得头晕目眩,一切乱糟糟。请别再说我只是个学生装忙个啥屁,我修的不是一般的科系,我还得抽时间工作不然我只能吃西北风过活。
我只想我们俩见面时还能开开心心,舒舒服服地过上一阵子,我觉得当你出门时,明明自己也累得眼睛酸涩,对方还得抱怨自己累得像只狗似的为什么还得出门见面,心里有什么滋味可以自己想象一下,况且出门的意愿不在我身上。

面对着自己的另一半,手里还拎着电话不断巴拉巴拉的敲着按键跟别人发短讯,我不是神人,我受不了。


对不起倘若我惹怒了你。

Monday, April 18, 2011

getting deeper, getting tougher.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

bring smile

*walked miles and miles but forgotten how to smile*

Monday, April 4, 2011

Combine

Hey folks, quite a long time ago I never update here since my new semester start again. Gone thru two tiring weeks, and the submission date is just around the corner again... sleepless night sleepless night, ishh.

Everyday I got something wish to be post up here but then when all the thing accumulate up and dragged for so long, I forgotten what else to put up here again :D

Here gonna put up my previous sem work.
If any of you have any comments on it just leave it here :)



Proposed Kiosk design for AirFix at Sunway Pyramid


Presentation Drawings




Proposed Facade design for Coca-Cola at SS15


The most satisfying presentation board I ever did : )






 Proposed Restaurant design for Sapori D' Italia at Batu 09, Cheras.


Ugly shit. hahah.

Everything still the same for the new starts, every morning wake up, get myself prepared then walk to college passing through the garden to fresh up my mind is a must. Although it just a one minutes walk, but i just simply love it.


Smarties for breakfast since the chocolate biscuit dah habis, ops! hahaha.


Our lift uncle is still exist in the there. It is a simple smiley face drawn by a anonymous person on the lift wall.

We got two new lecturers for our new semester, they are pretty experienced thou. Another two walking library again. They are so ambitious, I got energetic whenever we talked about architecture and philosophy and I got goosebumps easily. Salute salute.

Architecture is about philosophy, environment and design.

Anyway, I'm moving out to new hostel on end of april. It just located 4th row behind of my current hostel, for better facilities, for better reason.
I'm so satisfy for my current situation. Busy life to keep me packed. 
Stop for nonsense, Gotta go back to my work again. Have to stay up late again tonight. See ya people!
God Bless : ) 

Thursday, March 24, 2011

go to hell

super duper sad. everything is like messed up.
after a tiring day, whole day lecturing, brain packed with lots of information unable to digest in a short time. With restless body straight away went for site visit for tomorrow presentation... realizing I'm back as a architecture student again.
After all these shitty things, extremely sleepy and tired, reach hostel like 10 something and housemate inform that my hostel got no water supply... I was like cursing everyone. Pek Chek sekali!!
The most emo thing was, I walk all the way to my friend hostel to shower who knows the water stopped half way when I'm taking bathe!!

and I still haven't touch anything of the presentation stuffs yet!!
Fuck up!!!

Monday, March 14, 2011

A small little tiny of simple


Just feel like writing a post tonight.
I simply like this kind of feeling and environment very much on every midnight, everything was asleep, except for silences there's nothing anymore. Sitting in front of my cool ruby red lappy, playing those recently favourite songs, free my own mind, transforming my own ideas into millions of words, let it be either english or chinese, as long as I'm happy with my words.

The nights like this easily transform yourself into emo condition tho.

Today was helping my own college working in education fair at Midvalley, although the pay is super low, but what to do...? lol.
There is always yipee and khai jie for me to crap with during this boring edu fair but sadly I won't have them anymore as they're graduating soon. I got no ones to relies on except for those kanasai marketing cheater... Kill me, both of them told me I'm already a senior, second time, what to do...? But at least something that surprised me and khai jie today! Marketing staff told us Uni of New Castle and Uni of Tasmania was offering our college architecture graduates straight away proceed to their third year of our Part I degree... yoohoo! Which means I only need to study another 3 years to get my Master Degree in Architecture! ( Melissa, did you read this? XD)
I need to cari lubang for my future! I will buy you desapark condo!!


Recently just watched this movie. Accidently choose this movie, by the way this movie not bad tho which I found out it's quite encouraging. Johnny Depp play as Rango, the main character, still the same, clumsy yet humour. When the movie starts, you just pop-ed up in my mind because of the lizard.

I kinda like one of the quote, Rango says:" Everyones need something to believe in."

So, believe in me : )

I was really feeling felicitous when finished work and some one is out there waiting for you to drive you back home. It just simple and satisfying : )

Reading your blog is always a special feeling for me ever since I met you, it's like a worship place that I can feel even closer to you, get to touch your inner feeling.

but this is my first time to read how people interpret the word of  瑕疵...

『"An example for this word,你拿出一张白纸,纯白的,纸上什么也没有,然后你在中间滴上一滴墨水,你再仔细观看,发现什么了没???原先纯白一张纸上出现了一个”黑点”, 纸原先是干干净净的,现在被弄脏了,这个”黑点”就是”瑕疵”!』

Super cute...! hahaha.
but then I think you think it wrongly. Probably you get the wrong message of the post. Anyway sorry for always posting in chinese. It just my habit.

By the way tomorrow is my cousin brother big day! He is elder than me few months but he's getting marry tomorrow! Really happy for him as in an official husband and also papa! I have to be the photographer and the brother drive for the whole day tomorrow... ishh!

Actually writing this post half way I went to the living hall and watch the All-England badminton single final match which is Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan. Surprisingly Dato Lee finally won this match. Damn sad seeing him always lose to his weakness player Lin Dan, but finally he did it tonight, he broke the charm. You're really now top in the world.

After the screaming and shouting of my brother, sisters and I in the middle of the night, the match ended and we automatically falled into silent. Counting 1,2,3 silently in heart, everyone of us will automatically run and rush into our individual rooms. Who ever falled into the last have to switch off all the lights and tv. This funny habit just happened to all of us since we're still kids until now.

Simple yet happy : )

Friday, March 11, 2011

瑕疵



你以為魚缸裡一直生活着的是條魚,
當你湊近瞥了一眼才發現原來裡面住的是青蛙,
而不是你一直以為那嚮往幾毫米外世界的魚。

就像這一種心態,當你以為一切都隨你便,如你意時,你就隨遇而安地忽略了暗地裡正在萌芽的微小細節,
也許如文火般一潑就滅;
也許如大火般一發不可收拾。

倘若我說得出口,能不能改變已定下來的決策?
察言觀色不是口頭上的說說,而是暗地裡地讓人安心。

一切只有更糟更鬧心。

那是猶如皙白的紙沾上一滴暈開來的墨。

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

毛月亮

每一步都踏得忒小心翼翼,

是患得患失般地腐蚀着,
是前者留下的隐忧,
是深怕再次如海市蜃楼般地凭空消失。

所以一点甜头
足以溶化高原上的冰川,
足以侵蚀断崖边的固石。

虽然甜头不常。


就像那毛月亮,无声无息,霎然变天。